For those of you that have been reading between the lines you may have noticed that I have not been feeling my most upbeat and positive lately. Knowing how the "law of attraction" works I'm not surprised that I have been attracting more of the same - much to my dismay and disappointment. I noticed that I was focusing on what I don't like about Taos and what I miss about New England rather than appreciating what I do like about living in this area. Fears have dramatically come to the surface recently as far as my financial stability goes - given the current state of the stock market - and to top it over I've had a few physical challenges as well. After having a brief pity party I have decided to change tack - as always if you don't like where you're going you need to change direction. And according to Abraham-Hicks the results you're experiencing in your life are directly related to the thoughts/feelings you've been having....
So, I've started a "treasure hunt" perspective to living in Taos and vow to discover and appreciate at least one thing(preferably new but repeats will do, if needed)every day. Yesterday I was invited to visit the local ashram in Taos (it's hidden right in the middle of town much like "where's waldo" - you'd never know it was there if someone didn'take you there); the devotees of the ashram pray to the same guru as Ram Dass (Richard Alpert). I also found out that there is a Ram Dass retreat ctr in Lama, NM, about 1 hour north. That will have to be a treasure hunt for another day as yesterday I worked in the afternoon/evening at the gym. I walked around the lovely grounds and overheard a room full of people participating in kirtan (chanting). Today my treasure was tasting the delicious burgers(I selected the original 5 star burger which was with gorgonzola cheese, bacon and green chile mayo) at 5 Star Burger for lunch with my landlady, Cindy after we had carpooled each other to a local mechanic to get our car brakes checked out. (good news - I have at least another
Tomorrow I am going to the San Geronimo Feast Day at the famous Taos Pueblo - it promises to be full of native arts/crafts, food, seeing natives in traditional costumes as well as the sacred clowns of the tribe - who it is rumored (or real) throw unruly/rude children into the nearby river. Just writing about this I feel better, lighter and more optimistic. It must be working! And I am typing again - albeit slowly and clumsily....
Monday, September 29, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
The First Cut is the deepest
Well I won't be writing in the blog for a bit as today I found out that I will need hand surgery (tomorrow) to repair a sensory nerve in my left hand. That apparently minor cut by a knife 11 days ago is the culprit and the hand specialist assured me that without the surgery my hand will never be the same and I could very well have permanent nerve damage - that will never do! So he had an opening in day surgery tomorrow afternoon and got me scheduled immediately saying that the sooner it's repaired the better the result will be. Luckily I have had my share of surgeries so I'm not too nervous about the general anesthesia or going under the knife (already did that....) The stitches will be in for about 10 days and I should get full sensation back within 6 weeks. I guess I'll be doing the "hunt and peck method" for writing and typing and get to watch alot of daytime TV - hope they are some good cheesy movies on the tube because I won't be able to knit!
I have to admit that my very first thought was "I want to get on a plane and come home" to doctors and a hospital that I know and trust, where I have close long time friends to take care of me. I was greatly reassured when I found out that the surgeon, Dr. Chun, was trainned at the Mayo Clinic - name dropping does count - especially when it's about surgery..... Luckily I do already have two friends in Santa Fe and I was able to get ahold of them tonite and they will pick me up tomorrow after surgery and I will stay overnight at their house. I hope it's some really good pain medication - like percocet! Yahoo!
I have to admit that my very first thought was "I want to get on a plane and come home" to doctors and a hospital that I know and trust, where I have close long time friends to take care of me. I was greatly reassured when I found out that the surgeon, Dr. Chun, was trainned at the Mayo Clinic - name dropping does count - especially when it's about surgery..... Luckily I do already have two friends in Santa Fe and I was able to get ahold of them tonite and they will pick me up tomorrow after surgery and I will stay overnight at their house. I hope it's some really good pain medication - like percocet! Yahoo!
Sunday, September 21, 2008
To be or not to be
That is the question... Knowing that I will most likely only be in Taos for 6months (maybe at most 9 months) do I focus some energy on establishing connections with others or stay anonymous? The ambivalence has been floating in the air since I arrived - partly because it takes energy to establish new relationships - not only with people but also with banks, post offices, the library, retail stores, navigating streets, short cuts and the list could go on and on. It has taken alot longer and alot more resources to settle in than I anticipated.... I've learned that I have to have a kitchen that has at least a modicum of equipment - I don't think I can last for 6 months without at least one cookie sheet, a pie pan, rolling pin (even the cheap walmart kind)or pastry blender. I know, I know that seems excessive except my inner self told me that that's what she needs to feel at home in the kitchen. Cooking/baking is therapeutic for me and without decent equipment it only leads to continual frustration. So despite the expense I have succumbed to financing one of the ultimate big box stores, Walmart, (of course it is the only big box store in Taos)and can't count the number of trips I've made there since my arrival 3 weeks ago.
Today I attended a Unity church service - it was located in the large reading room of the Chamisa High School (a private charter school). There were about 25 people in attendance and I found it welcoming and warm. Interestingly most of the folks (actually everyone except one) was in the age range of 50 - 75; I don't know what that means - do they go to the UU church in Ranchos de Taos or one of the many Buddhist meditation groups? The service was much less Christcentric than what I had experienced at Unity Village; in fact one of things that attracted me was the fact that the central table (aka altar) had a picture of different avatars on it - Christ, Buddha, Krishna and Quan Yin and above the table there were prayer flags hanging from the ceiling that had the symbolism of 8 of the major religions. Additionally several of the songs sung were from Karen Drucker and Shaina Noll - 2 songwriters that I admire.
I'm working on attracting the perfect writing support group while I'm here and I saw a notice in the weekly newspaper that a nearby town (Questa) offers a free (or sliding scale/donation - whatever folks can afford)natural healthcare clinic (acupuncture, massage, nutritional consultation, etc)once a month and are open to volunteer practitioners - my intention is to call and offer Reiki treatments on a complimentary basis.
I guess it's not in my nature to be a hermit - even though I enjoy and need solitude/quiet on a regular basis. So it seems I will become connected in Taos despite my temporary residence - it will require effort - given my introverted nature but hopefully it will pay off in the long run - as independent as I am I do enjoy the stimulation of conversation with others, the opportunity for idea exchange and the warmth of human contact.
Today I attended a Unity church service - it was located in the large reading room of the Chamisa High School (a private charter school). There were about 25 people in attendance and I found it welcoming and warm. Interestingly most of the folks (actually everyone except one) was in the age range of 50 - 75; I don't know what that means - do they go to the UU church in Ranchos de Taos or one of the many Buddhist meditation groups? The service was much less Christcentric than what I had experienced at Unity Village; in fact one of things that attracted me was the fact that the central table (aka altar) had a picture of different avatars on it - Christ, Buddha, Krishna and Quan Yin and above the table there were prayer flags hanging from the ceiling that had the symbolism of 8 of the major religions. Additionally several of the songs sung were from Karen Drucker and Shaina Noll - 2 songwriters that I admire.
I'm working on attracting the perfect writing support group while I'm here and I saw a notice in the weekly newspaper that a nearby town (Questa) offers a free (or sliding scale/donation - whatever folks can afford)natural healthcare clinic (acupuncture, massage, nutritional consultation, etc)once a month and are open to volunteer practitioners - my intention is to call and offer Reiki treatments on a complimentary basis.
I guess it's not in my nature to be a hermit - even though I enjoy and need solitude/quiet on a regular basis. So it seems I will become connected in Taos despite my temporary residence - it will require effort - given my introverted nature but hopefully it will pay off in the long run - as independent as I am I do enjoy the stimulation of conversation with others, the opportunity for idea exchange and the warmth of human contact.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Listen, Write, Type
This is my new mantra as I began transcriping the interviews for my book on Thursday. First I relisten to the interviews with headsets on while taking detailed notes of the content and type up the notes onto a Word document to later be developed into a chapter. I started at the beginning with my very first interview in Lancaster, Ontario at the home of Jim and Betty Healey. Listening to the tapes brings me back to the feeling of my visit with them on the weekend of May 9th - llth, their sumptuous gardens, the inspired labyrinth walk day on Saturday that over 50+ people attended and the delightful time I had getting to know each of them better. They have a retreat center at their home, entitled, "Tigh Shee" - which is gaelic for "House of Peace" - a name they borrowed on one of their trips to Scotland on the isle of Ionia. Creating peaceful, safe and beautiful natural environments - both physically (in their magical gardens)and emotionally/spiritually is their joint mission and life's purpose. I am grateful that I had the privilege to experience it first hand and hear the stories of how they manifested its creation. I have now finished transcriping both of their interviews and the next step is to write a rough draft of a chapter to be followed by a follow-up interview with them to check on the status of their projects.
It feels good to have begun the writing processing - after all that is why I am in Taos. I have begun training at the new Health club and will start working regular shifts next week. One of the members told me about a weekly knitting group in town that meets every Weds pm at 6 - I am looking forward to dropping in and having company while I knit.... This will be a bit of a challenge for awhile, however.
Last week while I was slicing an avocado for dinner the knife slipped and cut my palm. Not badly enough that it needed stitches (according to my lay diagnosis)but obviously deep enough that it apparently has done nerve damage - the section of my palm cut (on my left hand), my index and middle fingers are numb and continue to be. Each day there is a subtle improvement (hopefully I am not deluding myself with wishful thinking)and decrease in the numbness but it's still present and affecting digital manipulation - especially anything that involves fine motor control in my left hand - ie: washing dishes, shampooing my hair, typing, etc. A few years back I had accidentally cut a sliver off the side of my thumb and I remember how long it took for the numbness to wear off.... I have tried to make a Dr.'s appt; however, I have been informed by several Dr.'s offices that they don't take out of state insurance and that I would have to pay them first and then be reimbursed by my insurance company later - which I interpret as not being reimbursed - realistically. I don't relish the idea of been seen at the emergency room and paying the hefty co-pay especially when I already have an appt at the Family Practice Assocs. on October 1st for a repeat CT scan. Navigating the health care system has become even more complicated when you are not in the same state where you purchased - another reason, IMHO (in my humbe opinon)for universal healthcare coverage. This is especially annoying as I pay a very expensive premium every month for health insurance. Go figure....
It feels good to have begun the writing processing - after all that is why I am in Taos. I have begun training at the new Health club and will start working regular shifts next week. One of the members told me about a weekly knitting group in town that meets every Weds pm at 6 - I am looking forward to dropping in and having company while I knit.... This will be a bit of a challenge for awhile, however.
Last week while I was slicing an avocado for dinner the knife slipped and cut my palm. Not badly enough that it needed stitches (according to my lay diagnosis)but obviously deep enough that it apparently has done nerve damage - the section of my palm cut (on my left hand), my index and middle fingers are numb and continue to be. Each day there is a subtle improvement (hopefully I am not deluding myself with wishful thinking)and decrease in the numbness but it's still present and affecting digital manipulation - especially anything that involves fine motor control in my left hand - ie: washing dishes, shampooing my hair, typing, etc. A few years back I had accidentally cut a sliver off the side of my thumb and I remember how long it took for the numbness to wear off.... I have tried to make a Dr.'s appt; however, I have been informed by several Dr.'s offices that they don't take out of state insurance and that I would have to pay them first and then be reimbursed by my insurance company later - which I interpret as not being reimbursed - realistically. I don't relish the idea of been seen at the emergency room and paying the hefty co-pay especially when I already have an appt at the Family Practice Assocs. on October 1st for a repeat CT scan. Navigating the health care system has become even more complicated when you are not in the same state where you purchased - another reason, IMHO (in my humbe opinon)for universal healthcare coverage. This is especially annoying as I pay a very expensive premium every month for health insurance. Go figure....
Listen, Write, Type
This is my new mantra as I began transcriping the interviews for my book on Thursday. First I relisten to the interviews with headsets on while taking detailed notes of the content and type up the notes onto a Word document to later be developed into a chapter. I started at the beginning with my very first interview in Lancaster, Ontario at the home of Jim and Betty Healey. Listening to the tapes brings me back to the feeling of my visit with them on the weekend of May 9th - llth, their sumptuous gardens, the inspired labyrinth walk day on Saturday that over 50+ people attended and the delightful time I had getting to know each of them better. They have a retreat center at their home, entitled, "Tigh Shee" - which is gaelic for "House of Peace" - a name they borrowed on one of their trips to Scotland on the isle of Ionia. Creating peaceful, safe and beautiful natural environments - both physically (in their magical gardens)and emotionally/spiritually is their joint mission and life's purpose. I am grateful that I had the privilege to experience it first hand and hear the stories of how they manifested its creation. I have now finished transcriping both of their interviews and the next step is to write a rough draft of a chapter to be followed by a follow-up interview with them to check on the status of their projects.
It feels good to have begun the writing processing - after all that is why I am in Taos. I have begun training at the new Health club and will start working regular shifts next week. One of the members told me about a weekly knitting group in town that meets every Weds pm at 6 - I am looking forward to dropping in and having company while I knit.... This will be a bit of a challenge for awhile, however.
Last week while I was slicing an avocado for dinner the knife slipped and cut my palm. Not badly enough that it needed stitches (according to my lay diagnosis)but obviously deep enough that it apparently has done nerve damage - the section of my palm cut (on my left hand), my index and middle fingers are numb and continue to be. Each day there is a subtle improvement (hopefully I am not deluding myself with wishful thinking)and decrease in the numbness but it's still present and affecting digital manipulation - especially anything that involves fine motor control in my left hand - ie: washing dishes, shampooing my hair, typing, etc. A few years back I had accidentally cut a sliver off the side of my thumb and I remember how long it took for the numbness to wear off.... I have tried to make a Dr.'s appt; however, I have been informed by several Dr.'s offices that they don't take out of state insurance and that I would have to pay them first and then be reimbursed by my insurance company later - which I interpret as not being reimbursed - realistically. I don't relish the idea of been seen at the emergency room and paying the hefty co-pay especially when I already have an appt at the Family Practice Assocs. on October 1st for a repeat CT scan. Navigating the health care system has become even more complicated when you are not in the same state where you purchased - another reason, IMHO (in my humbe opinon)for universal healthcare coverage. This is especially annoying as I pay a very expensive premium every month for health insurance. Go figure....
It feels good to have begun the writing processing - after all that is why I am in Taos. I have begun training at the new Health club and will start working regular shifts next week. One of the members told me about a weekly knitting group in town that meets every Weds pm at 6 - I am looking forward to dropping in and having company while I knit.... This will be a bit of a challenge for awhile, however.
Last week while I was slicing an avocado for dinner the knife slipped and cut my palm. Not badly enough that it needed stitches (according to my lay diagnosis)but obviously deep enough that it apparently has done nerve damage - the section of my palm cut (on my left hand), my index and middle fingers are numb and continue to be. Each day there is a subtle improvement (hopefully I am not deluding myself with wishful thinking)and decrease in the numbness but it's still present and affecting digital manipulation - especially anything that involves fine motor control in my left hand - ie: washing dishes, shampooing my hair, typing, etc. A few years back I had accidentally cut a sliver off the side of my thumb and I remember how long it took for the numbness to wear off.... I have tried to make a Dr.'s appt; however, I have been informed by several Dr.'s offices that they don't take out of state insurance and that I would have to pay them first and then be reimbursed by my insurance company later - which I interpret as not being reimbursed - realistically. I don't relish the idea of been seen at the emergency room and paying the hefty co-pay especially when I already have an appt at the Family Practice Assocs. on October 1st for a repeat CT scan. Navigating the health care system has become even more complicated when you are not in the same state where you purchased - another reason, IMHO (in my humbe opinon)for universal healthcare coverage. This is especially annoying as I pay a very expensive premium every month for health insurance. Go figure....
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
It's official...
A herculean effort over the past week has finally resulted in an official new mailing address! Keep those postcards and letters coming to: HCR 74, Box 21409, El Prado, NM 87529 I had wanted an official Taos address; however, El Prado is a neighboring area just outside of Taos and the good news is that there's a neighborhood box at the end of my physical address on 19 Wisdom Way Rd so it's convenient way to collect mail from all you well wishers and bill collectors...
Now I just have to get a library card (later today) and I will really feel settled in and ready to begin work on the reason I am here in the first place! Tomorrow's the official day of beginning on compiling interviews and turning recordings into a book. My last "nesting" investment was a new southwest designed/colored tablecloth and napkins purchased yesterday in the retail mecca of Santa Fe - and that was a colossal effort as well but I won't bore you with the details of retail withdrawal in Taos and the mystery tour of finding the perfect tablecloth in SF. I had made the trip to Santa Fe to my new orthodontist to finish up the last haul of my braces. Dr. Cook married the same year I was born - if that gives you any idea of his age! He chuckled when he met me - he said that he's a pediatric orthodontist -but would swear to the fact that I'm only 18 - and made me promise to keep that secret as well.
I also just found out this morning that I will begin training at the new health club on Friday am and Sat afternoon - the recent hire did not work out (not because she didn't like it but she was already overcommited with graduate school, etc.)and I will be working 3 shifts per week: Weds, Thurs, and Sat afternoons from 1:45 pm to close - about 20 - 22 hours per week. Given the workings of the stock market lately and cost of living in Taos this is a welcome experience - to at least cover groceries and gas each week.
Speaking of the stock market it's a challenge to not get freaked out by recent events... Especially if you're investor and you don't have a clue (probably nobody does)how long this downturn will last and what it will take for the market to recover. I have had the privilege of living off the interest from my investments -and up until about 6 months ago that wasn't affecting principle that much. Now it's a different story - one that gives me pause about appropriate next steps and how to keep my "nest egg" safe in these volatile times. Of course banks can declare bankruptcy (many smaller ones have) - do we buy bonds or hide cash under our mattress like in the old days? I know that buying into fear and the prospect of scarcity doesn't help bring abundance and the flow of money into your life. Maintaining calm and positive thoughts is a spiritual practice especially when "reality" and the media focus on its opposite. Perhaps having a TV right now is not such a positive development - I've lived without one for almost 3 yrs - it will take discipline to only "tune in" to entertaining and hopefully thought provoking movies versus the "doom and gloom" of network news stations.
Now I just have to get a library card (later today) and I will really feel settled in and ready to begin work on the reason I am here in the first place! Tomorrow's the official day of beginning on compiling interviews and turning recordings into a book. My last "nesting" investment was a new southwest designed/colored tablecloth and napkins purchased yesterday in the retail mecca of Santa Fe - and that was a colossal effort as well but I won't bore you with the details of retail withdrawal in Taos and the mystery tour of finding the perfect tablecloth in SF. I had made the trip to Santa Fe to my new orthodontist to finish up the last haul of my braces. Dr. Cook married the same year I was born - if that gives you any idea of his age! He chuckled when he met me - he said that he's a pediatric orthodontist -but would swear to the fact that I'm only 18 - and made me promise to keep that secret as well.
I also just found out this morning that I will begin training at the new health club on Friday am and Sat afternoon - the recent hire did not work out (not because she didn't like it but she was already overcommited with graduate school, etc.)and I will be working 3 shifts per week: Weds, Thurs, and Sat afternoons from 1:45 pm to close - about 20 - 22 hours per week. Given the workings of the stock market lately and cost of living in Taos this is a welcome experience - to at least cover groceries and gas each week.
Speaking of the stock market it's a challenge to not get freaked out by recent events... Especially if you're investor and you don't have a clue (probably nobody does)how long this downturn will last and what it will take for the market to recover. I have had the privilege of living off the interest from my investments -and up until about 6 months ago that wasn't affecting principle that much. Now it's a different story - one that gives me pause about appropriate next steps and how to keep my "nest egg" safe in these volatile times. Of course banks can declare bankruptcy (many smaller ones have) - do we buy bonds or hide cash under our mattress like in the old days? I know that buying into fear and the prospect of scarcity doesn't help bring abundance and the flow of money into your life. Maintaining calm and positive thoughts is a spiritual practice especially when "reality" and the media focus on its opposite. Perhaps having a TV right now is not such a positive development - I've lived without one for almost 3 yrs - it will take discipline to only "tune in" to entertaining and hopefully thought provoking movies versus the "doom and gloom" of network news stations.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Entomology 101
I never did take this class in college but now I wish I had. The downside of living in a earthship is that you tend to share space with a variety of insects - every morning I see new and unknown versions of such on the floor next to my bed (!) or in the drain of the shower stall. There are of course the different varieties of ants - I'm not too thrilled with the resident red ants - I know that color can't be good. I think I've seen several centipede species, lots of crickets (what are their mating habits?), a few small(thank goodness) lizards, lots of birds(yes I know they're not insects) chirping/eating the wild sunflowers (in this area they consider them a weed...). I've yet to hear/see coyotes but I know they're there.... One of the owners of ex-health club brought her dog, Noelle, in one day with her entire backside riddled with stitches (40 in all) - courtesy of a coyote. I didn't have the nerve to ask the details - like did it happen on a day time walk? And a few days ago, while lounging in the new health club hot tub, an employee of the forest service expounded on the dangers of hiking in the dark - that people don't realize the size of the mountain lion or bobcat population in the area. Well - you certainly won't catch me in the mountains after nightfall. I'm even feeling a bit nervous to hike by myself in the day time... And what could I bring to protect myself - pepper spray (even if I had it)is hardly a deterrent.
I guess the insects are just a reminder that this area is really different from my familiar stomping grounds in the White Mtns - and adjustments are to be expected and I intend - to be appreciated. I do really appreciate the beautiful blue sky on most days and the warmth of the sun. Even when the temperatures are 60 degrees or so it feels alot warmer -more like high 70's or low 80's because the sun is so strong and with the higher altitude (6,000 feet or so above sea level)we're so much closer to it in Northern New Mexico. There's something very earthy and natural about all the adobe dwellings and I am really glad that my earthship is on the mesa affording a great view of the Sangro de Christo Mtns every day. The turquoise trim on the windows and doors here is an inspirational addition of color to offset the natural shades of brown of the buildings. Maybe because of the expansiveness of the landscape the folk here seem consistently friendly - a true blessing for me - being a stranger in a strange land.
My daughter, Jenn, from Durango, CO (about 3 1/2 hrs away)visited this weekend and I got to do some of the tourist activities that I hadn't taken the time for yet - like visit Taos Ski Valley (elevation above 9,000 feet), get a glimpse of the valley that is supposedly the location of Julia Roberts' house, roam the boutiques on the Plaza, Bent St., and Ledoux St as well go for a much needed shopping trip to Santa Fe for a visit to the typical big box stores - TJMaxx, Target, Best Buy, Linens n' things, and the infamous Trader Joe's - in which I discovered more reasonable prices than the local grocery stores. Although Santa Fe was invigorating my choice to winter in Taos is more to my liking - smaller, less congested and closer to the mountains - as well as bordering the refreshing sight of the Rio Grande - the only fresh body of water in miles....
I guess the insects are just a reminder that this area is really different from my familiar stomping grounds in the White Mtns - and adjustments are to be expected and I intend - to be appreciated. I do really appreciate the beautiful blue sky on most days and the warmth of the sun. Even when the temperatures are 60 degrees or so it feels alot warmer -more like high 70's or low 80's because the sun is so strong and with the higher altitude (6,000 feet or so above sea level)we're so much closer to it in Northern New Mexico. There's something very earthy and natural about all the adobe dwellings and I am really glad that my earthship is on the mesa affording a great view of the Sangro de Christo Mtns every day. The turquoise trim on the windows and doors here is an inspirational addition of color to offset the natural shades of brown of the buildings. Maybe because of the expansiveness of the landscape the folk here seem consistently friendly - a true blessing for me - being a stranger in a strange land.
My daughter, Jenn, from Durango, CO (about 3 1/2 hrs away)visited this weekend and I got to do some of the tourist activities that I hadn't taken the time for yet - like visit Taos Ski Valley (elevation above 9,000 feet), get a glimpse of the valley that is supposedly the location of Julia Roberts' house, roam the boutiques on the Plaza, Bent St., and Ledoux St as well go for a much needed shopping trip to Santa Fe for a visit to the typical big box stores - TJMaxx, Target, Best Buy, Linens n' things, and the infamous Trader Joe's - in which I discovered more reasonable prices than the local grocery stores. Although Santa Fe was invigorating my choice to winter in Taos is more to my liking - smaller, less congested and closer to the mountains - as well as bordering the refreshing sight of the Rio Grande - the only fresh body of water in miles....
Friday, September 12, 2008
Keeping the Faith
Although somewhat disappointed that my first attempt at a part time job didn't work out I quickly discovered the benefits of letting go of what does not serve me - and how that creates the space for something better to appear that does serve me and my highest good. Part of me didn't want to let go of the job at Taos Spa and Tennis Club until I had located another position. Then I realized that holding onto to something for reasons of security and scarcity thinking would continue to stagnate the flow of energy and better options wouldn't be attracted to me because I would be in the field of "hanging on". How many other times have I done that in my life with other jobs, relationships, and issues... Too many to count. Maybe this should be my new mantra - if it doesn't feel good after 3 days - let it go.
Of course that doesn't mean that there aren't many times that relationships with employers, partners/spouses, etc. aren't worth fighting for and staying through the "thick and the thin" - it's a process of discernment - is it temporarily going thru a "yucky" phase or is this a sign of irreconcilable differences and continuing decay? I'm certainly no expert on this subject as I have had a series of varying length monogamous relationships (8 yrs, 9 yrs, 11 yrs respectively)but I'm hopeful that this lesson (it has been a recurring one)will serve me well as I navigate potential future relationships whether with friends or romantic partners.
So the upshot of letting go of the less than perfect job is that I have been spending more time at the other gym in town, Northside Health and Fitness Ctr., and have noticed how much warmer, more relaxed the atmosphere is - a real sense of community. I approached the manager and found out that although there's no current positions available the owner would be open to a trade for membership for a certain # of hours/month as well as being on the sub list to fill in for staff vacation/sick days. The owners are a lesbian couple with 2 children and are bright, politically liberal and passionate about fostering a sense of warmth and community at their facility. As Shelley, one of the co-owners, talked to me she invited me into her office, showed me the map of the states highlighting the percentages of support for the current nominess for President and made no excuses for her support for Obama; then delightly showed me a utube video of her daughter and son (ages 6 and 3)singing and playing instruments with a local band. I consistently noticed the way the manager greeted members, the hugs that were mutually reciprocated and the amount of laughter that could be heard from my seat in the sidelines while using my laptop and sipping iced Americano's...(in case you were wondering - only one/day) This made me realize that this was the place for me and so it is. Yesterday I scored a free membership card and will train at some future date for filling in behind the desk.
I have a sense that this will be a good introduction to the community of Taos; already while soaking in the hot tub I met a healing touch practitioner who gave me the name of a Reiki Master in town who might be involved in a Reiki exchange group.
And heard warnings about the mountain lions and bobcats in the mountains... Well that's the subject of another entry....
Of course that doesn't mean that there aren't many times that relationships with employers, partners/spouses, etc. aren't worth fighting for and staying through the "thick and the thin" - it's a process of discernment - is it temporarily going thru a "yucky" phase or is this a sign of irreconcilable differences and continuing decay? I'm certainly no expert on this subject as I have had a series of varying length monogamous relationships (8 yrs, 9 yrs, 11 yrs respectively)but I'm hopeful that this lesson (it has been a recurring one)will serve me well as I navigate potential future relationships whether with friends or romantic partners.
So the upshot of letting go of the less than perfect job is that I have been spending more time at the other gym in town, Northside Health and Fitness Ctr., and have noticed how much warmer, more relaxed the atmosphere is - a real sense of community. I approached the manager and found out that although there's no current positions available the owner would be open to a trade for membership for a certain # of hours/month as well as being on the sub list to fill in for staff vacation/sick days. The owners are a lesbian couple with 2 children and are bright, politically liberal and passionate about fostering a sense of warmth and community at their facility. As Shelley, one of the co-owners, talked to me she invited me into her office, showed me the map of the states highlighting the percentages of support for the current nominess for President and made no excuses for her support for Obama; then delightly showed me a utube video of her daughter and son (ages 6 and 3)singing and playing instruments with a local band. I consistently noticed the way the manager greeted members, the hugs that were mutually reciprocated and the amount of laughter that could be heard from my seat in the sidelines while using my laptop and sipping iced Americano's...(in case you were wondering - only one/day) This made me realize that this was the place for me and so it is. Yesterday I scored a free membership card and will train at some future date for filling in behind the desk.
I have a sense that this will be a good introduction to the community of Taos; already while soaking in the hot tub I met a healing touch practitioner who gave me the name of a Reiki Master in town who might be involved in a Reiki exchange group.
And heard warnings about the mountain lions and bobcats in the mountains... Well that's the subject of another entry....
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Dear Wilson
In the movie, "Castaway" Tom Hanks (I think 2002)is stranded on a deserted island for 4 years. His only companion, other than wildlife, is his created relationship with "Wilson" a soccer ball (or is it a volleyball, I can't remember)that he has painted (with his own blood)with a human face on and converses with regularly. I can identify with him in some small way - I am living in a new area where I don't know anyone - one of my sources of solace and companionship is writing my blog - knowing that there are some loyal readers out there who communicate back with me - making me feel less isolated and alone. Although the move was my choice it still is a challenge to be surrounded by strangers and exist on the substance of polite daily etiquette rather than soul food of deep friendships and family members.
Soon after arriving I decided to search for a part time job - an avenue for spending $$ and a way to socialize and meet fellow Taosenos. I noticed an ad for the Taos Spa and Tennis Club and immediately applied, began training last Friday and have worked several shifts. In my haste to fulfill my needs for human contact I neglected to thoroughly research the club, its atmosphere, and energy. After 4 days there I felt exhausted, emotionally drained and unhappy. The staff are not very friendly, welcoming or warm - the pace is hectic, tense and charged. The front desk even has 2 cameras posed on it; obstensibly to monitor it for a potential hold-up or filming of a confrontation from a member - however, one of the staff clued me in that the owners regularly watch the video to make sure the front desk personnel are "behaving" by not drinking, eating or stealing $$ from the front desk. It felt a little too much like "big brother" to me - in addition to the fact that there is so much turnover in the staff that they don't bother to order name tags for employees. The closing procedures involve lifting up to 50# weights and returning them to their stands as well as unfolding/cranking a heavy pool cover over the outdoor pool. By last night I had decided to terminate - despite feeling guilty about a) doing it after only 3 days and b) taking their time to train me in procedures... After tossing and turning for 2 hours last night I made a commitment to myself to speak to the manager first thing this morning. I know too well what can happen if I don't listen to my intuition.... And so I did - I gave her honest feedback about my reasons and hopefully that will be useful to the owners and future employees. Last night I drew the angel card labeled, "Abundance" advising to trust that abundance is readily available to me and this morning I drew the tarot card, "Freedom" to recognize that I am never "trapped" by my choices and always have the freedom to choose again. How prophetic and appropriate to my situation.
Yesterday I visited another health club in town on the northside that appears to be smaller, more relaxed and warmer. I am just going to hang out in the club for awhile before making any commitment for work - right now they don't have any -openings anyway - altho - there maybe an opportunity for me to trade hours for a free membership. I keep repeating the mantra - "this or something better" from a song by Karen Drucker and have trust that I will attract the perfect part time job - just like I attracted the perfect earthship as my temporary home!
Soon after arriving I decided to search for a part time job - an avenue for spending $$ and a way to socialize and meet fellow Taosenos. I noticed an ad for the Taos Spa and Tennis Club and immediately applied, began training last Friday and have worked several shifts. In my haste to fulfill my needs for human contact I neglected to thoroughly research the club, its atmosphere, and energy. After 4 days there I felt exhausted, emotionally drained and unhappy. The staff are not very friendly, welcoming or warm - the pace is hectic, tense and charged. The front desk even has 2 cameras posed on it; obstensibly to monitor it for a potential hold-up or filming of a confrontation from a member - however, one of the staff clued me in that the owners regularly watch the video to make sure the front desk personnel are "behaving" by not drinking, eating or stealing $$ from the front desk. It felt a little too much like "big brother" to me - in addition to the fact that there is so much turnover in the staff that they don't bother to order name tags for employees. The closing procedures involve lifting up to 50# weights and returning them to their stands as well as unfolding/cranking a heavy pool cover over the outdoor pool. By last night I had decided to terminate - despite feeling guilty about a) doing it after only 3 days and b) taking their time to train me in procedures... After tossing and turning for 2 hours last night I made a commitment to myself to speak to the manager first thing this morning. I know too well what can happen if I don't listen to my intuition.... And so I did - I gave her honest feedback about my reasons and hopefully that will be useful to the owners and future employees. Last night I drew the angel card labeled, "Abundance" advising to trust that abundance is readily available to me and this morning I drew the tarot card, "Freedom" to recognize that I am never "trapped" by my choices and always have the freedom to choose again. How prophetic and appropriate to my situation.
Yesterday I visited another health club in town on the northside that appears to be smaller, more relaxed and warmer. I am just going to hang out in the club for awhile before making any commitment for work - right now they don't have any -openings anyway - altho - there maybe an opportunity for me to trade hours for a free membership. I keep repeating the mantra - "this or something better" from a song by Karen Drucker and have trust that I will attract the perfect part time job - just like I attracted the perfect earthship as my temporary home!
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
A Southwestern Farmer's Market and the culture of laundromats
A farmer's market in Taos has a somewhat different flavor and ethos than ones I frequented in the NE. First there's the profusion of chiles - red, green and yellow - whole, fresh, dried, made into wreaths, hung from wires as lights, necklaces, bracelets, etc. There are chile biscuits, scones and of course salsas. There were many foods I have not yet made the acquaintence of - sopapias, churros, and others I can't remember... And of course live mariachi(sp) music and a few other solo folk musicians playing for the crowd's appreciation. The usual assortment of veggies for sale as well as the myriad variety of beans - I counted 7 different kinds of pintos alone! Unfortunately I had already done a buying splurge at the grocery store and limited myself to some fresh garlic but next week I will know better....
Another venture for the weekend was a trip to the local laundromat - a perfect occasion for people watching, analyzing behavior (the therapist in me still lives!)and getting my 2 week old laundry clean. It brought me back to college days - when my clothes were washed in anonymous washers/dryers and I played the waiting game with other strangers. Have you ever noticed how people do their laundry so differently? There are the "shove it in" type who don't sort colors and try to sqeeze in as much as possible into the too small washer. Do they use cold, hot or warm temp? Perhaps that explains pink and orange underwear and bleached spotted jeans. These same type of people don't tend to fold their clothes after the dryer I've noticed - it's again the "shove it into" the plastic bag and run out the door. Then there are the segregationist type, bordering on obsessive-compulsive who take up 3 washers at a time because they don't believe in any colored/white clothes touching, the way you wouldn't let any of your vegetables, potatoes or meat touch on your plate. They naturally are the folder types - taking pains to put creases in their towels and sheets and painstakingly matching socks - putting them into their own section of the basket upon completion. Some people are friendly and others maintain an aloof stance - almost as if they don't want anyone to know they are doing this embarassing task - averting eye contact and keeping as much distance as you would on a New York City sidewalk rushing past pedestrians intent upon their destination.
If I had a financial windfall I would want to develop a designer laundromat (why are most of them dirty, and have a living below the poverty level feeling?) - with beautiful decorations on the walls, tiled floors, and colorfully painted walls. In addition I envision an "honor" used trading book section, self serve keurig green mountain coffee maker, free wifi, TV, a healthy snacks vending machine, comfortable chairs, and an abundance of wheeled laundry carts that actually work. Of course a big community bulletin board - maybe a book discussion group held biweekly for people who want to bond over books as they're waiting for their laundry to be done.
Public clean bathrooms, gender specific, local newspapers for sale, and air conditioning in the warm weather. The list apparently could go on and on....
It must be an occupational hazard of a social worker/writer - always imagining how things could do with a little self-improvement, personal growth and spiritual enlightenment...
Another venture for the weekend was a trip to the local laundromat - a perfect occasion for people watching, analyzing behavior (the therapist in me still lives!)and getting my 2 week old laundry clean. It brought me back to college days - when my clothes were washed in anonymous washers/dryers and I played the waiting game with other strangers. Have you ever noticed how people do their laundry so differently? There are the "shove it in" type who don't sort colors and try to sqeeze in as much as possible into the too small washer. Do they use cold, hot or warm temp? Perhaps that explains pink and orange underwear and bleached spotted jeans. These same type of people don't tend to fold their clothes after the dryer I've noticed - it's again the "shove it into" the plastic bag and run out the door. Then there are the segregationist type, bordering on obsessive-compulsive who take up 3 washers at a time because they don't believe in any colored/white clothes touching, the way you wouldn't let any of your vegetables, potatoes or meat touch on your plate. They naturally are the folder types - taking pains to put creases in their towels and sheets and painstakingly matching socks - putting them into their own section of the basket upon completion. Some people are friendly and others maintain an aloof stance - almost as if they don't want anyone to know they are doing this embarassing task - averting eye contact and keeping as much distance as you would on a New York City sidewalk rushing past pedestrians intent upon their destination.
If I had a financial windfall I would want to develop a designer laundromat (why are most of them dirty, and have a living below the poverty level feeling?) - with beautiful decorations on the walls, tiled floors, and colorfully painted walls. In addition I envision an "honor" used trading book section, self serve keurig green mountain coffee maker, free wifi, TV, a healthy snacks vending machine, comfortable chairs, and an abundance of wheeled laundry carts that actually work. Of course a big community bulletin board - maybe a book discussion group held biweekly for people who want to bond over books as they're waiting for their laundry to be done.
Public clean bathrooms, gender specific, local newspapers for sale, and air conditioning in the warm weather. The list apparently could go on and on....
It must be an occupational hazard of a social worker/writer - always imagining how things could do with a little self-improvement, personal growth and spiritual enlightenment...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Getting to know you
Now that I have a HOME I am also beginning to focus on getted connected to Taos: the landscape, stores, restaurants, and taosenos (don't know how to pronounce it yet but this is the term for locals). Today I've gone to the farmer's market and will later go to the Taos Spa and Tennis Club for a workout and swim. Tomorrow I will attend the Unity Church which doubles as the Chamisa High School(a private charter school). Other goals include researching a writer's group, knitter's group, and applying for an official address and a library card. It's amazing how some of these little things can shift the feeling of being a nomad to a sense of belonging and "normalcy". I've already begun the process of making the earthship my home by packing up any of the objectionable decorations, linens and kitchenware (I do really like the mint green fiesta ware - service of 4) and scrubbing all the surfaces with a magic eraser and bleach. Once it's sparkling I will smudge and then it will officially be mine for as long as I feel inclined to say. The landlady, Cindy, when I told her I wanted to rent the house for 6 months smiled and said - well they all say that and then they stay longer - so who knows...
There are alot of fairs happening in the area this Fall - one of which is the annual Wool festival at the beginning of October - so I will definitely plan on attending that. I've also connected with an orthodontist in Santa Fe and will be exploring that area on a regular basis - as I hear there is a Trader Joe's there as well as a Starbucks.... The retail shopping in Taos is minimalist; Walmart and grocery stores are about it unless you want to purchase items in the high priced boutiques, art galleries (over 65), and jewelry stores. So now I move onto Phase Two of my adventure: settling into the Southwest and writing.
There are alot of fairs happening in the area this Fall - one of which is the annual Wool festival at the beginning of October - so I will definitely plan on attending that. I've also connected with an orthodontist in Santa Fe and will be exploring that area on a regular basis - as I hear there is a Trader Joe's there as well as a Starbucks.... The retail shopping in Taos is minimalist; Walmart and grocery stores are about it unless you want to purchase items in the high priced boutiques, art galleries (over 65), and jewelry stores. So now I move onto Phase Two of my adventure: settling into the Southwest and writing.
Friday, September 5, 2008
E. T. Phone Home
News Flash - I am now living in an Earthship.... this is the name of partial solar homes that are built in a hill, use recycled tires for roof insulation (I think - that's at least what my landlord told me), have floor to ceiling windows on the front side of the house and solar panels on the roof. I don't know yet why they are called "earthships" but visions of the movie, E.T. came to mind before viewing the residence and fantasies of intergalactic travel, colored lights and close encounters of the third kind drifted thru my imagination. In reality the adobe dwelling does look a bit different on the outside (I prefer the word interesting)but inside it's a 900 sq feet one bedroom home complete with two interior planting walls, one in the living room/kitchen and one in the bedroom; planted with lavender, tarragon, cactus and cherry tomatoes and an abundance of light - and in New Mexico that means sunlight as it is sunny over 300 days per year. In fact the only challenge with my new home, located auspiciously on Wisdom Way (no kidding that's the new address!), is how warm it gets with all that direct sun; however, there is a cooler system built into the roof that does an efficient job cooling down the living room/kitchen and bathroom area - what a boon it will be in the winter - there is back up propane heat but the landlady claims you hardly ever use it unless you want the heat at 74 degrees or above...
And the reason I found this place is because the owner of the "perfect" casita that I saw earlier in the week called me yesterday to tell me of this friend that she knew that had an earthship for rent and she thought I might be interested. The rent includes all utilities, except propane heat, direct TV (with over 200 channels - I don't know how I'll relate to this one as I haven't had a TV for 3 years), DVD player, CD player, gas stove and all furnishings... Color me happy to finally be able to unload my car after 3 months and nest into my own home. I can't wait to go grocery shopping!
Also I did get a call back from the Taos Spa and Tennis Club and will be going there this am for training and scheduling. So the moral of the story is - don't give up before the miracle! I was somewhat despondent when I left town on Weds afternoon to go to Ojo Caliente for the night but it turned out to be just the shift that was needed to change the energy and get things flowing again!
The other benefit of living in the earthship is that it is on the mesa overlooking the valley and has a dramatic view of the Sangre Christos Mtns in the background as well the immense high desert sky replete with brilliant star formations and the moon at night. This, I imagine, fits perfectly with the inspiration I'm searching to begin writing my book on "living the life of your dreams" - the ABC's of attracting and manifesting your reality.
And the reason I found this place is because the owner of the "perfect" casita that I saw earlier in the week called me yesterday to tell me of this friend that she knew that had an earthship for rent and she thought I might be interested. The rent includes all utilities, except propane heat, direct TV (with over 200 channels - I don't know how I'll relate to this one as I haven't had a TV for 3 years), DVD player, CD player, gas stove and all furnishings... Color me happy to finally be able to unload my car after 3 months and nest into my own home. I can't wait to go grocery shopping!
Also I did get a call back from the Taos Spa and Tennis Club and will be going there this am for training and scheduling. So the moral of the story is - don't give up before the miracle! I was somewhat despondent when I left town on Weds afternoon to go to Ojo Caliente for the night but it turned out to be just the shift that was needed to change the energy and get things flowing again!
The other benefit of living in the earthship is that it is on the mesa overlooking the valley and has a dramatic view of the Sangre Christos Mtns in the background as well the immense high desert sky replete with brilliant star formations and the moon at night. This, I imagine, fits perfectly with the inspiration I'm searching to begin writing my book on "living the life of your dreams" - the ABC's of attracting and manifesting your reality.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
"My mother said there would be days like this"
Despite feeling immeasurably better (maybe up to 50%) yesterday was a day of frustration, disappointment and lack of results - or so it seems. The day started incredily promising by visiting a beautiful casita (spanish for small house)about 1 and 1/2 miles from the popular Taos Plaza in the country - complete with viga ceilings (taonese for wooden beam high ceilings), a kiva fireplace, and outdoor patio, garden and aquicera (spanish for small brook - actually an irrigation ditch), and nicely appointed furniture and amenities including direct TV and wifi. Even though it was the first place I saw I immediately told the owner I wanted it and so began the process of bonding with her (a somewhat eccentric artiste, noticeably scattered and disorganized and frenetically worried about a misplaced postal insurance slip) and giving her my references/contacts, background check info, etc. I left feeling that I had found my new temporary home, saw myself writing my book on the back patio, listening to the gurgling water and secluded by the natural limb rustic fence. I also stopped by the Taos Spa and Tennis Club for a tour and intro for a possible part time position as a front desk clerk - surely with my experience owning 3 Curves, being a psychotherapist and having already worked at the Mill at Purity Spring Resort I would be a shoe-in. And to round out my projects for the day I stopped at the Family Practice Associates of Taos to inquire re: how I could get a referral for a recommended repeat CT scan at Holy Cross Hospital.
To ensure my lease on the perfect casita I also called about a few other otions and went to visit a studio condo nearby later that afternoon. Although the condo grounds were well kept and the the inside of the dwelling was clean - it was claustrophobically tiny - and became even more miniscule when the murphy bed was brought down out of the wall. I didn't feel the inspiration oozing from this place -only adult onset asthma - even though the price was right....
Even though I hadn't expected to hear from the landlord about the desired casita until the following day she called me last pm to tell me that she had already promised it to someone else and even though she tried to get them to "give it up", they really wanted it - and despite the fact that she "really liked me better and could see us as friends" she was going to honor her commitment. Of course she hadn't told me there was someone in line in front of me - she probably wanted to hedge her bets, too. I was surprised at how disappointed I felt - one because it was really adorable and two because I had really envisioned myself there.
At the Family Practice Associates office I was told that I had to be seen (ie: pay for)by one of their providers before a referral could be made for the CT scan. And although they also had a walk-in clinic I didn't meet the guidelines for "acceptable" symptoms to be treated - interestingly enough they opened the doors to the clinic at 8:15am and only saw the first 12 patients lined up outside per day (only of course if they had the acceptable symptoms - cold, flu, fever mostly). And so an appt was scheduled and even though I told the receptionist that it was recommended that I have the CT scan within the following week - the first available appt wasn't until October lst. Strike two. (For those who are wondering if I kept my promise re: radical self-care, I did take the 10/1 appt.).
I called the Taos Spa and Tennis Club back after finding out that the person responsible for interviews wouldn't be available until later in the day and she did sound somewhat interested and asked if I could come in this am. I met with her briefly and then had an interesting conversation with the owner who spent most of his time talking about the demographics of Taos county and inquiring about the business aspects of owning a Curves. He ended our "interview" with usual line of having to interview other folks and that they would call me if interested....
After solidifying myself with an iced Americano I visited another rental property - this one was advertised as "rustic" - what was I thinking? - altho in my defense it did mention that it had stone floors, solar windows in the kitchen area, gardens and trees. Don't ever mention trees to a New Englander in withdrawal - so despite common sense I went in search of it - and this is what I found:
Out in the middle of the mesa (no trees, just sage brush), a tacky home-built structure made from recyclables that probably would have fared better in a landfill - a woman who was a throwback to the "burn the bra" era of the 60's and who didn't fancy water and soap showed me the inside of the rental - in the front room there was a stack of 3 mattresses, all different brands/sizes, that appeared as if they had just been taken in out of the rain, the back "kitchen" did have the as described windows - however, the place was heavily populated with flys and other identifiable insects.
After a speedy departure I made my way to Ojo Caliente Mineral Resort Spa for the rest of the day and evening - a beautiful place with seven different types of hot mineral pools, spa treatments and tantalizing mexican fare in their "Artesan Restaurant". I justified this as my just reward for an otherwise unproductive day; hopefully that the healing waters of the pools will lift my spirits and prepare me to resume my search for the perfect casita tomorrow....
To ensure my lease on the perfect casita I also called about a few other otions and went to visit a studio condo nearby later that afternoon. Although the condo grounds were well kept and the the inside of the dwelling was clean - it was claustrophobically tiny - and became even more miniscule when the murphy bed was brought down out of the wall. I didn't feel the inspiration oozing from this place -only adult onset asthma - even though the price was right....
Even though I hadn't expected to hear from the landlord about the desired casita until the following day she called me last pm to tell me that she had already promised it to someone else and even though she tried to get them to "give it up", they really wanted it - and despite the fact that she "really liked me better and could see us as friends" she was going to honor her commitment. Of course she hadn't told me there was someone in line in front of me - she probably wanted to hedge her bets, too. I was surprised at how disappointed I felt - one because it was really adorable and two because I had really envisioned myself there.
At the Family Practice Associates office I was told that I had to be seen (ie: pay for)by one of their providers before a referral could be made for the CT scan. And although they also had a walk-in clinic I didn't meet the guidelines for "acceptable" symptoms to be treated - interestingly enough they opened the doors to the clinic at 8:15am and only saw the first 12 patients lined up outside per day (only of course if they had the acceptable symptoms - cold, flu, fever mostly). And so an appt was scheduled and even though I told the receptionist that it was recommended that I have the CT scan within the following week - the first available appt wasn't until October lst. Strike two. (For those who are wondering if I kept my promise re: radical self-care, I did take the 10/1 appt.).
I called the Taos Spa and Tennis Club back after finding out that the person responsible for interviews wouldn't be available until later in the day and she did sound somewhat interested and asked if I could come in this am. I met with her briefly and then had an interesting conversation with the owner who spent most of his time talking about the demographics of Taos county and inquiring about the business aspects of owning a Curves. He ended our "interview" with usual line of having to interview other folks and that they would call me if interested....
After solidifying myself with an iced Americano I visited another rental property - this one was advertised as "rustic" - what was I thinking? - altho in my defense it did mention that it had stone floors, solar windows in the kitchen area, gardens and trees. Don't ever mention trees to a New Englander in withdrawal - so despite common sense I went in search of it - and this is what I found:
Out in the middle of the mesa (no trees, just sage brush), a tacky home-built structure made from recyclables that probably would have fared better in a landfill - a woman who was a throwback to the "burn the bra" era of the 60's and who didn't fancy water and soap showed me the inside of the rental - in the front room there was a stack of 3 mattresses, all different brands/sizes, that appeared as if they had just been taken in out of the rain, the back "kitchen" did have the as described windows - however, the place was heavily populated with flys and other identifiable insects.
After a speedy departure I made my way to Ojo Caliente Mineral Resort Spa for the rest of the day and evening - a beautiful place with seven different types of hot mineral pools, spa treatments and tantalizing mexican fare in their "Artesan Restaurant". I justified this as my just reward for an otherwise unproductive day; hopefully that the healing waters of the pools will lift my spirits and prepare me to resume my search for the perfect casita tomorrow....
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
The Enchanted Circle
Cold/flu day 5 - feeling like a human being again, now the the virus has descended into my chest - luckily both nightquil and dayquil work very well keeping the wracking cough at bay.... Sunday I drove to Santa Fe to visit with Jan Stringer and Alan Hickman - turns out they were both feeling under the weather as well and we postponed our "official" interview for later although we had a delightful visit including Reiki treatments and lunch at the Blue Corn Cafe in Santa Fe (had my first taste of prickly pear iced tea - yum, sweet and citrus together). We will perhaps meet at Ojo Caliente later in the week and do our interview between (or admist) soaks in the seven different pools of hot mineral springs.
Yesterday I fulfilled one of my tourist destinations in Taos - driving the 84 mile loop of the infamous "Enchanted Circle" thru the mountains (elevations of 10,000 plus) and towns of Angel Fire, Eagle's Nest, Red River, and Questa. I discovered to my surprise and delight that the higher elevations were green and forested, pines and aspens galore! I immediately felt refreshed, my mood lightened and I think I may even been smiling (but who knows because nobody was looking). I even saw a juvenile black bear walking on the opposite side of the road as I was driving. I didn't have time to get out my camera but I slowed down long enough to see a full frontal pose and his/her glance directly at me! He/she looked incredibly beautiful and healthy - his fur was deep black and velvety, blowing gently in the breeze. I realized how much I have been missing the dense woodlands of the White Mountains and verdant valleys of Mt. Washington. Craving their shade, protection and beauty I didn't know how much they feed my soul and how displaced I feel without their presence. Perhaps due to the drive and my cold lessening I have decided to stay longer in Taos - I don't feel I've done it justice in my impaired state - so at least a week or maybe longer.
Sitting at Michele's Cyber Cafe today a woman struck up a conversation with me by asking if I knew of a place for rent for her family. She explained that her house burned to the ground on August 19th and she and her 3 teenage children were living in a shelter. As we continued to converse she asked me about my plans in Taos - which led to a description of the book that I've been researching and she commented ironically - well, you could interview me about "people living the tragedy of their lives" rather than "living the life of their dreams". Condolences and sympathy aside I said a silent prayer of gratefulness for myself, my situation and the freedom I have to take this time to travel the country. Although currently homeless myself - it is by choice - and I can't imagine the devastation and trauma of displacement through tragedy. My recent semi pity party because of my cold and travel weariness seems shallow and indulgent - a good reminder to focus on what is present in my life rather than what is missing...
Yesterday I fulfilled one of my tourist destinations in Taos - driving the 84 mile loop of the infamous "Enchanted Circle" thru the mountains (elevations of 10,000 plus) and towns of Angel Fire, Eagle's Nest, Red River, and Questa. I discovered to my surprise and delight that the higher elevations were green and forested, pines and aspens galore! I immediately felt refreshed, my mood lightened and I think I may even been smiling (but who knows because nobody was looking). I even saw a juvenile black bear walking on the opposite side of the road as I was driving. I didn't have time to get out my camera but I slowed down long enough to see a full frontal pose and his/her glance directly at me! He/she looked incredibly beautiful and healthy - his fur was deep black and velvety, blowing gently in the breeze. I realized how much I have been missing the dense woodlands of the White Mountains and verdant valleys of Mt. Washington. Craving their shade, protection and beauty I didn't know how much they feed my soul and how displaced I feel without their presence. Perhaps due to the drive and my cold lessening I have decided to stay longer in Taos - I don't feel I've done it justice in my impaired state - so at least a week or maybe longer.
Sitting at Michele's Cyber Cafe today a woman struck up a conversation with me by asking if I knew of a place for rent for her family. She explained that her house burned to the ground on August 19th and she and her 3 teenage children were living in a shelter. As we continued to converse she asked me about my plans in Taos - which led to a description of the book that I've been researching and she commented ironically - well, you could interview me about "people living the tragedy of their lives" rather than "living the life of their dreams". Condolences and sympathy aside I said a silent prayer of gratefulness for myself, my situation and the freedom I have to take this time to travel the country. Although currently homeless myself - it is by choice - and I can't imagine the devastation and trauma of displacement through tragedy. My recent semi pity party because of my cold and travel weariness seems shallow and indulgent - a good reminder to focus on what is present in my life rather than what is missing...
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